What Should I Do

You ask me...
How's my day?
As if it is the same everyday.
I say...
I'm Okay...but....
You really don'y know how I feel.
Do you think
I will be okay without you?
Will you be okay without me?
It is really hard....
To live in this world without you
That is why...
I blame myself for still breathing!

What Should I do?
Even now...
I live these painful days because of what you said.
Tell me...if this is a bad thing to do.
Do you...Live every single day painfully like me?
You and me.

Are we too late?
Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this.
Is it finally this?
Are we going to end up like this?
Is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it.
The love that I found by meeting you...
I wont find it anywhere else...
Even if I die!

What should I Do?
If it isn't you...
No one else can be in my heart.
Please hold me...
Even though the whole world would try...
No one can erase your memories inside me.
So please....hold me!

Is it too late?
Do we not have a chance?
But I....
I still think about you...
You might not know it.