TEARS OF HEAVEN MUSICAL (1)

I'VE HAD TO LEARN

How can I tell you
How its feel to see
A country torn in half
Ripped apart by war

How can I tell you
How it feel not to know
Whether I’ll see your face
If tomorrow ever comes

I’ve had to learn,
Learn how to kill
Learn how to hate
Against my will
Learn how to fight
Shoulder the weak from strong

Take from a boy
It’s meant to be
It’s isn’t human to be me
I ask myself
Is this what it means to be a man?

It’s cause of love that I’m alive
Because of your love that I’m surviving
But what of these ghost that I must carry to my grave

Didn’t he have a wife?
Didn’t he have a dream?
Someone who loved them like you love me?
Why do I have to take his last breath away?

What of each life?
Each life that I take
What is the price that I must pay?
Tell me the cost, because it’s too late to turn back now

It’s cause of love that I’m alive
Because of your love that I’m surviving
But what of these ghost that I must carry to my grave

I wasn’t born with a gun in my hand
But yet every soldier understands
When duty calls
It’s somebody’s freedom or your own

So you learn not to run
You learn not to cry
You learn how to aim your weapon high
And hit the more
Never regretting what you’re fighting for
Cause what you’re fighting for is the one thing you have left

I’ve had to learn
Learn how to kill
Learn how to hate against my will
I wasn’t born with a gun in my hand
I was born......to love

English Version


Kim Junsu (Joon) Version

Takut

Semalam...


Ku Bermimpi.

Berlari...

Meninggalkan jauh...

Ruang gelap itu.

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you wait for love and you're alone

If you call your friend and nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I'll show you there's a destiny

The best thing in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry; Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey do let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I'll will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

2010 Tahun Baru

Satu-satunya kad tahun baru yang saya terima dari pelanggan untuk tahun ini.

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Luahan Hati: Saya memiliki lebih dari 150 pelanggan korporat dibawah naungan saya, bukan calang-calang juga ke"korporat"annya. Malahan saya rasa saya juga sudah cuba sedaya upaya untuk beramah mesra "bertepuk tampar" dengan mereka, ketika di talian telefon, e-mail, perjumpaan, diskussi mahupun mesyuarat. Malangnya, saya rasa sedih, jiwa saya hiba, hati saya sayu bilamana, hanya satu syarikat korporat sahaja yang sudi melayangkan kad tahun baru kepada saya pada tahun ini. Adakah kerana ekonomi merosot jadi syarikat tidak mahu berbelanja lebih walaupun hanya sekeping kad, itu tidak menjadi masalah bagi saya, bahkan "electronik card" pun saya tidak terima. Adeh. Adakah saya masih tidak mencapai piawaian dan barangkali tidak mencapai kepuasan dalam khidmat kerja saya. Haihh.....down sungguh rasanya.

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Puas saya fikir....buntu juga saya dibuatnya...barangkali saya tidak sepopular rakan kerja saya yang lain...barangkali juga saya agak garang dalam memberikan khidmat nasihat secara terlalu professional..haha (perasaan kejap)....diam...fikir...diam...fikir...diam.

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Sedang saya berkira-kira tentang kekurangan populariti yang menjunam dengan mendadak, dalam saya berfikir, tiba-tiba mata saya tertancap pada in-tray saya yang penuh dengan pelbagai kertas kerja ntah hapa-hapa (hehe), terhenti bola mata saya melihat satu ikat kad ucapan tahun baru untuk pelanggan yang ditimbus dengan kertas yang berlambak.Baru saya tahu dimana silapnya....saya lupa mahu tandatangan kad ucapan tahun baru saya dan serahkan kepada pihak pengurusan untuk dihantarkan kepada mereka. He he he...

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Sekarang baru saya tahu...saya memang tidak mesra pelanggan rupanya. Lagi satu sangat-sangat pelupa. He he he

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Sekarang saya tidak down lagi sebab saya masih ada satu pelanggan yang sudi menghantar kad kepada saya. Yeay!!!!

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SELAMAT TAHUN BARU YA!!!!!!

I See You

I see you, I see you

Walking through a dream, I see you

My light in darkness breathing hope of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanting

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

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I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your life shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice, I live through your love

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You teach me how to see all that's beautiful

My senses touch your world I never pictured

Now I give my hope to you, I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

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I See me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life, I offer my love, for you

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When my heart was never open (and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colours of love and life ever more, evermore

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(I see me through your eyes) I see me through your eyes

(Living through life living high) Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

And live through your love, and live through your life

I see you, I see you

Because I'm Stupid

I'm really, very foolish

I know of no one other than you

you're looking at someone else

yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

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I won't be in your days

I won't be in the memories either, however

only you, I looked only at you

and the tears keep coming

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As I watch you walking past, I'm still happy

As I feel your presence beside me, I'm still happy

even yet you still don't know my heart

I should stop this and go!

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I really want to see the day

I'm withstanding the pain each day

"I miss you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you

Alone once again, missing for you

Baby, I'm waiting for you

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I won't be in your days

I won't be remembered either, however

only you, I looked only at you

I'm making memories alone....

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Loving you is like having a beautiful wound

I look at your pretty smile also but I cannot laugh with you

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Bye bye, never say goodbye

even though I cannot hold you in my arms

I can't say anything more, I need you

I keep on hoping too,

I'll keep hoping.....

Manisnya Senyumanmu, membuatku terpaku lantas hatiku melagu rindu. The moment to remember.

(Adik Bob n Arwah Atok)

Adik Bob dengan arwah atok. Arwah memang paling tak suka bergambar, tapi arwah memang sangat comel bila bergambar. hehe. Rindu sangat2. Al-fatihah ku dahapkan untukmu Atokku.

(Dari kiri blkg: Kak Ain, Adik Yaya, Mak, Abg Aai, Kak Nita.

Dari Kiri depan: Maklang, Abg Hadi, Adik Bob, Anak Abg Hadi (maaf lupa nama))

Di kampung, ketika majlis pertunangan adik Yaya. semua adik beradik berkumpul bersama bergambar bersama mak kesayangan ramai.

(Maklang dan SHK)

Bersama dengan insan teristimewa yang pernah hadir dan tetap kekal di hati ini. Saat terakhir dengannya di Rantau Abang, Terengganu. Adakah kau sihat? Adakah kau bahagia? ku yakin kau bahagia disana. Semoga kau dapat mengapai impianmu dan sejahtera selalu.

(Kak Ain, Baby Ayel, Abg Aai, Adik Yaya dan Maklang)

Ketika Konvo adik Bob, tapi abang Aai plak yang semangat nak merasa pakai jubah, sebab kat U.S tak nyempat nak merasa konvo eh abang ek. hehe. Seronok dan haapy sangat2. Samapai tukang record viewcam pun tersilap record (lupa nak on record, haha. sengal sungguh.). Siapa lagi kalau bukan saya sendiri la yang sengal tu. hahaha

(Dari kiri blkg: Abg Aai, Abg G, Baby Ayel, Bak, Hafiz.

Dari kiri depan: SHK, Mak, Adik Yaya, Maklang, Kak Ain)

Kenangan paling indah. Ketika hari raya. Bersama2 dengan insan tersayang (adik Bob takde, sebab dia yang tukang snap gambar, hehe) Lepas ziarah kubur arwah atok, leh plak ziarah bakal umah mak yang takde penghuni lagi masa tu (macam takde sedaramara nak diziarah ek)

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Secara peribadi. Saya sangat2 suka dengan gambar2 diatas. Ianya mempunyai cerita dan kenangan yang berbeda dan nyatanya memberikan kesan yang mendalam dalam diri ini. Semuanya adalah insan yang paling saya sayang samada yang masih kekal di dalam hati ini maupun yang pernah wujud di dalam hati ini. Diantara semua diatas, yang amat terkesan adalah gambar pertama. Atok kesayangan saya, dialah ratu hatiku, jauhari manikam.