Reality bites

Pernah satu ketika dulu
Kaki kecil ini melangkah melewati denai
Merempuhi serpihan-serpihan batu kelikir
Menahan percikan air
Dek hujan yang turun bertimpa
Bersama teman-teman seperjuangan
Menuju gerbang pertemuan

Kala itu
Ku membawa diri
Tanpa hadirnya hati nurani
Mendengar ajaran suci
Bagaikan mencurah ke daun keladi
Namun, ku tetap gagah
Melewati denai itu
Tanpa sungutan
Tanpa rungutan
Berharapkan akan ada sinar
Menjengah di hati sanubariku
Tuk mencerna segala ajaran
Selagi nadi ku masih berdenyut

Masa terus berputar
Tanpa ada titik hentinya
Meniggalkanku dengan seribu satu memori
Yang ku timba
Di gerbang pertemuan

Pun begitu
Kerana masa aku berubah
Kerana masa aku dewasa
Ajaran dulu rupanya kini kuperlukan
Ya Allah
Terlewatkah aku untuk menyedarinya?

Kini
Kucuba untuk menghargainya
Baik untuk nafsi-nafsi
Atau dikongsi
Tapi, aku diduga
Oleh perasaan hati sendiri
Oleh batu-batu kelikir besar
Yang kalau mahu dirempuh
Bisa melukai kaki kecilku ini
Pun begitu, hatiku terus meronta
Seperti mahu saja aku berlari
Meninggalkan segala kepentingan diri
Untuk kukorbankan pada yang berhak

Pernah terdetik di mindaku
Apalah guna kuatnya jasmaniku
Andai ramai lagi insan yang derita
Sekiranya mampu
Kuingin menaggung segala perit mereka
Jika itu sahaja
Bisa menampung
Ketidakupayaanku untuk menghulurkan sokongan

Sampai bilakah denai itu akan begitu?
Dipenuhi lalang-lalang merumpun
Dialasi dengan kelikir-kelikir kasar
Ku perlukan kekuatan
Untuk melintasi denai itu
Yang akan membawaku
Ke destinasi abadi
Bilamana berlangsungnya pertemuan agung
Seluruh indra menjadi saksi
Apakah aku telah melaksanakanya…?

L.O.V.E.

Love... a small word for such a complex emotion. There is no simple explanation for it, because love is made up of many things. It cannot be measured, because it is a feeling.

All of the money in the world cannot buy love; it has to be earned. It does not happen by wishing; it must come about naturally.

Love is not an instantaneous emotion, but something that grows slowly between two people, maturing with time. Once love has reached maturity, there is no stronger bond between two people.

To love someone means being comfortable and at ease with them, sharing confidences knowing that they will be understood and held in trust. It means respecting each other's dignity and never being demanding, but rather being willing to give, and accepting that which is given, graciously and with love.

To love someone means having a genuine concern for them, being able to sense that something is wrong without being told. It is understanding the other person's problems, moods, and "hang-ups", and accepting all of them even if you don't quite understand. It is excusing their faults, because you know that their good points far outweigh the bad.

Love is always being there for each other with a shoulder to cry on, to give support when confidence levels are low, to give helpful advise when it is asked for, to know when to be silent and just listen, or to give cheerful words of encouragement.

Love is sharing the good and the bad, the hopes and the dreams, the amusing times and the serious times. It is doing things together, yet leaving room for each to grow as an individual.

How do I know these things about love? Because this is the kind of love you have given to me and the kind of love I feel for you.

I am blessed with your love, and I will never take it for granted. I will strive to become an even better person and to always be deserving of your love, because I truly love you as I have never loved before.

I Love you, my dearest family!

HaertBreaker

A yo!
Is this what’ve been waiting for?
Brand new G.D!
I’m all by myself but it’s all good
Your’re my heartbreaker
D.J! Y.G!

Let me take this song here
I won’t give in no matter what
I’m still useful, I haven’t died
My broken body just because of you
My dream destroyed, my mind is lost

If it’s just for you, my body can fly..
And race to the place where you are
But you keep leaving me again and again;
Goodbye after goodbye

Just what your reason…
For hating me?
Your confident expression tells me everything,
And I saddened
Even if I say alright…
Or ask for a chance
I hate that cold look in the presence of your eyes

No No
You’re my heart, heart, heart, heart,
Heartbreaker
What exactly did I do wrong?
You’re my heart, heart, heart, heart,
Heartbreaker

No way~
No way~
I’m leaving you for good this time..
I really am
To see if you can cope [without me]

Lovers and haters~
Damn, damn, damn it
Creak, creak, creaking away
The tragic story of my love

No way~

Everyday I ask the same..
You say that I have changed
Shut up, no more words
When you talk,
You know who you are dealing with?
Now I’m out of control~
While constantly being alone
Goodbye and goodbye again,
To that special place

Just what your reason..
For hating me?
Your angry tone tells me everything,
And I’m saddened

Even if I say alright…
Or ask for a chance
I hate that one cold smile formed on your face

No No
You’re my heart, heart, heart, heart,
Heartbreaker
What exactly did I do wrong?
You’re my heart, heart, heart, heart,
Heartbreaker

No way~
No way~

I’m leaving you for good this time..
I really am
To see if you can cope [without me]

Lover and haters~
Damn, Damn, Damn it
Creak, creak, creaking away
The tragic story of my love

No way~

I’ll still
Still be there
Inside your turned off phone
I’ll still
Still be there
In front of my mailbox
You are still my love
Even if we aren’t close anymore
I will still be there!

The words
“Let’s be together forever”
Are only sweet for a moment
Why aren’t you affected?
Hey! I’m in so much pain!

No way~
No way~
You’re my heart
Heartbreaker

You’re my heart
Heart break, breaker

H.E.A.R.T

Baby

I’m out
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe